I still remember the day I first met you.
We were to meet for the very first time at a National Convention. We started talking again a couple months before the Convention, and things started getting to the point where we were practically dating again, but we really never made it official. Just a couple days or even a week before the day of the convention, we made a bet with each other. First one to find the other gets a kiss from them. I LOVED this idea since it was a kiss, and from a girl like her who could resist. My group left for the convention 2 days ahead since the bus ride would take around 15 hours. It took forever, but the whole time all I could think about was meeting her and being with her for the next few days and how I could make it last till the next time we see each other. That was all I could think or dream about. Once we got there, my group was probably one of the first one there so we helped out and started putting together EVERYONES name tags which was probably around a thousand. And in my pile of name tags I found hers. It’s a sign! I got her name tag all nice and pretty, made her it was perfect and I left her a little note on the inside. ( How romantic right?) After all the work was done, we took a break in the gym area, it was in the break room above the gym floor and we played ping pong. I was sitting in a seat right next to a corner, we couldn’t text each other at all cause my phone decided to not work the whole weekend. This nigga shows up out of no where and gives me the most warmest, loving hug ever. And whispers into my ear.. “I win.. you owe me a kiss now”
After that everything started and all I could think about was getting alone with her so I could be with her and enjoy our time together… and have my “punishment” for losing the bet. We did everything together, but we were eventually separated cause of the group activities and sadly we weren’t in the same group. But every chance we could, we were together. At night we would see each other and walk around the camp ground avoiding everyone since it was passed curfew and we were out. We had our little midnight adventures in the park, playground and just walking around holding hands and making each other laugh. And out of no where I just kissed her, just a quick peck since I was so nervous! The girl that I’ve known for a few years now, and grown to love, I finally got to kiss her. It was sweet. It was getting late so I walked her back as close to her room as possible without getting seen and we parted ways. We did this every night we were there. But the final day…
To be continued…
Tommy I love you so much that it hurts. Everyday without you seems impossible. But I promise to stay strong and make you proud. You made me a better person and I’m going to make sure that everything I do, I’ll it with you in my heart. I hope you find happiness wherever you are because you truly deserve it ♥
- *runs for 10 minutes*
- me: am i skinny yet?
honestly i hate when people try to sugar coat shit like if you don’t like me or don’t wanna hang or don’t wanna talk to me just fucking tell me don’t keep ignoring me and expect me to figure out the hint like that’s such a bitch ass move i’d rather hear it from you than be ignored 99% of the fucking time.